The mad internal battle between my ego and my soul. Between fear and love. How do I know which voice is which? How do I know which is the voice of love?
The egos voice is so clear and seems so true. The facts seem to speak for themselves. Clearly I am a victim. Clearly the other has done this to me. The action my ego is telling me to take seems so obviously right. And clearly that action is justified. . . . or is it?
But the other voice slowly is growing clearer and louder. This is the voice of my soul or my essence. It questions every statement of 'truth' my ego wants so desperately for me to believe. It asks over and over. "What do you truly desire? Do you want to be right or happy? How long do you want to remain a victim of the other? How long do you want to sleep and suffer? You created all this so isn't it about time you took responsibility and chose otherwise"
Even in breath sometimes the voices blend into each other. It is so hard to tell them apart. They both feel like 'me'. But as I rest and relax I always know the truth.
© Rod West - Live Your Essence